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Delphine  Silvermoon's avatar

Good for you for leaning into and embracing change. I know you’re gonna be OK no matter what. You’ve been such a wonderful influence in my life. You’ve helped me come back to my own spiritual self. And to have a regular practice that sustains me. Thank you, Maia.

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Maia Toll's avatar

I am so glad my words have helped you find your roots.

And I know I will re-find mine.... just need a little time to be a seed puff floating in the wind.

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Melissa's avatar

Congrats, admitting and going for it is the hardest. Not everyone would have the courage, enjoy that feeling.💗. I am sure there are great things to come.

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thanks Melissa! Making the decision is always the hardest part.

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Lis_Chapman's avatar

We've known each other a long time; and during that time, I think I have believed I was living in my forever home three times. One, not so much. I also thought the camp was going to be forever. But, nope ..... Today I'm living in "a house" that I thought was going to be more temporary, but I've invested a lot (money and energy) in it, and it's become "my home". At my age and if anything stays copacetic, I intend to stay here. I, too, became a pretty serious hermit here for a few years, but I've found some new really cool activities that came with great communities; and now I actually look forward to going out almost every day (I still love to hunker down at least one day a week!).

Your house is all that you said, but it sounds like you are ready for something new and it makes sense to me. I wish you fun and success in this new adventure! 💖✨

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Maia Toll's avatar

Life is constantly taking us in unexpected directions.... it keeps things interesting for sure. I am so glad you've found a community that feels fulfilling. xo

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Jill Enabnit-Stokes's avatar

I can absolutely relate! I’ve been through a similar uprooting and dismembering upheaval. But, I knew deep down it was time. There were so many unexpected, wild gifts waiting. Transitions aren’t always easy. Take small moments to connect with all of the things that always boost you. Breathe. The skies helped me and are always there, no matter what! Sending excitement for you and all the best!

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thanks Jill. I know there will be some jangling transitions to come.... I also know that this type of change reminds me to be present and enjoy everything around me. I'm gonna sink into that.... and watch the clouds and stars!

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Aimee Johnson's avatar

As a huge fan of oversharing, thank you! I’m excited about both of your new ventures, as well as understanding your trepidation. Rooting for you all the way! Xx

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thanks Aimee! It's going to be an adventure.... get your popcorn ready!

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Sofie Siegers Johansson's avatar

I wasn't surprised to read about your big shift, it's been there between the lines, lurking in the background. I sensed it, felt it, heard ut. I'm excited for you and to hear where this will take you. Congratulations on yet another adventure and best of luck ❤️

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thanks Sofie. (And kudos on the close reading.... we've been thinking about this since last spring.)

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Tiffany Cleveland's avatar

Oh my friend! How lucky is that land to have been graced with your love and energy? I love love love your home and your space and In also very excited for you. I appreciate how well you've always been good at pivoting when the time is right. You and Andrew are an incredible team. I don't know where you're moving but I hope it's closer to my desert! 🌵🏜️

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Maia Toll's avatar

The crystal ball is murky at the moment! I am bummed we didn't get to see you this winter.

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Sheila Englehart's avatar

Can't say I blame you. I live a couple of hours east of you and am grateful every moment that my area wasn't hit hard. Time to move on to someplace that feels fresh and beautiful in a different way.

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Maia Toll's avatar

You know, we've been thinking about this for almost a year. The storm almost changed our mind! We felt more connected to the land and the neighborhood. I know that sounds weird. In the months right after, we thought we would stay... But all the factors we'd been originally considering caught up with us and I am, as you say, ready for someplace that feels fresh and beautiful in a different way.

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Kay Sidahmed's avatar

Sending much love your way and a huge encouragement for feeling all the feelings that surface as you move through this transition! I'm excited for you and wish you the best of luck!

And, I can't wait to hear more about the novel writing substack - what fun!

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Maia Toll's avatar

🙏🩷

I am so excited for the new substack! And the novel... which is a whole new thing.

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Carolyn's avatar

Funny, I’m just the opposite. I live on the outskirts of Asheville on a wooded mountainside. I want to be even more rooted in the land. Fortunately, our home was undamaged during Helene though we lost trees of course. This is my retreat and refuge where we can live close to nature. Only have about an acre and a half but have conservancy land and bigger tracts around us. We have the most wonderful neighbors, one we grew up with whom I’ve known my whole life. My husband and I are in our seventies and hope we never have to leave. We’ve owned our place for twenty-one years, full time residents for over ten. I can’t imagine not being in the mountains though I did not grow up here (but lived in NC my whole life). I like feeling rooted in a place and knowing the landscape intimately. So, different strokes. Naturally, I’m curious where your inner promptings will lead you. Will you be leaving Asheville? Best wishes on your journey.

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Maia Toll's avatar

I thought I was going to be just like you, Carolyn.... but it didn't work out that way.

We lived in town before moving to the woods so will probably head back in town to start.... long term? Who knows!

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Natalie Ward's avatar

Okay, as someone who parted ways with a trauma house, I can’t say I regret it. I hope that helps even a tiny bit. I am excited that you are taking on a new stack! It’s fun to see you grow!!

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Maia Toll's avatar

I am so excited about the new stack! And the novel, too. And the next adventure in my life. While I don't like to be uncomfortable (which seems obvious, but then there are people who do things like climbing icy mountains for fun), I actually thrive on change.

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Katy's avatar

I'm excited for you! ❤️

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Maia Toll's avatar

Actually, I am too! Plans are starting to come together.

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Angie Stegall's avatar

When you know you're receiving instructions, you KNOW. May the road rise to meet you. 💞

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thank you!

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Rebecca's avatar

As I was first reading this, my heart dropped in my chest, just a little (you know how hearts do when a friend shares something hard?). And then, I noticed a buzzing excitement for you, your home, it's new dwellers and and the land that holds it all. It occurs to me that just as you are uprooting and beginning freshly, the new family will be, too. Blessings on fresh beginnings for you and for those to come.

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Maia Toll's avatar

Exactly! The frogs & toads just made their appearance this afternoon and I thought “ next year, someone else is going to get to marvel at this the way I have marveled at this.”

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Kathy Smith's avatar

I’ve been fortunate enough to visit your lovely home as part of a retreat. It’s a beautiful property and yet I can understand the need for a reset. Places are like people, some stay with us forever while others come in for only awhile. It’s good to recognize when it’s time to move on. All the best in your next chapter.

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thank you, Kathy. I’m so glad you got to experience this lovely land.

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Bonnie Ruiz's avatar

Good for you, Maia!!!! Wishing you the very best!!!

Bonnie

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Maia Toll's avatar

Thank you, Bonnie.

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